Surrender

Hi friends!

Something a little different today. I wrote a poem, way back in August of 2020. It still rings true today, perhaps even more so now than it ever did. I wanted to publish it, in case there is anyone out there who needs to hear this as much as I. <3

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SURRENDER

by Gabriella Jane Ambrey

Into your hands, I commit my life;

All praise, glory, struggle and strife.

Onto your palm, I release my fair.

I also release things I hold dear.

Thinking of my future, hopeful, bright,

Certain careers, far-off or in-sight;

Again, I place them down upon You:

"Please take them, Lord. You know what to do."

Gently, I give You my deep-held dreams;

One look at them, my face just beams.

Yet still, I trust Your care more than mine

So those treasured hopes I now resign.

Another hope I extend to You,

This one, You'll notice, isn't new.

Someone I hope who will share my life;

The wish to become a mother, wife...

Trembling, my hand almost hesitates,

For one more treasure still awaits.

"Oh Lord, with my family, please take care.

To say goodbye would be hard to bear."

Into Your hand, I give everything,

Even my heart, I now will bring.

Upon your hand, You have my full soul

And without You, it would not be whole.

Somehow, without the burden so high,

I'm more ready to say goodbye.

If You should take me, that is okay;

You hold my heart with You anyway.

Please pry off my fingers holding fast

If what they're holding doesn't last.

Instead, grasp my hands, and I will know

My hands are full, for You love me so.

What Isolation Taught Me

Hello friends!

I could talk for pages about the many things I have learnt during isolation the past couple months, (hey, as an extrovert, it was a Big Deal for me) but today I want to leave with you a poem I wrote partway through the quiet weeks spent at home. I've done a lot of soul searching and melancholy musing during this time, and this poem captures one of the most important lessons I have taken to heart.

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Isolation Revelation

by Gabriella Jane A.

 

It was 2020, a few months in;

Behind us were fire and floods.

A global pandemic would soon begin;

The year resembled a dud.

 

Restrictions set in, uncertainty grew.

We all had to stay in our homes.

The ones allowed out were only a few,

But this was the least of our woes.

 

Work was cut short, many businesses closed.

For many, the money was gone.

So how can we live? The question was posed.

Can we move forward and go on?

 

Thousands lined up for the Centrelink aid;

Government would pay them all out.

Some would wait months before they were paid,

Struggling with fear and doubt.

 

Medical workers were all hands on deck,

Preparing to fight the disease.

Grocery store staff were probably a wreck

If questioned, “toilet paper, please?”

When doing your shop, t’was normal to find

Some grocery aisles stripped bare.

“Please only take one” was commonly signed

As hoarders were sadly not rare.

 

If you were to go out, you had to stay

Some 1.5 metres apart.

People wore masks and stayed out of your way;

(Buying masks was now off the charts).

 

You could be fined for some curious things,

Like driving your car just for fun,

Failure to practice social distancing,

(Essentially hugging someone!)

 

And so we stayed home to work, school, or wait,

And tried to stay happy and sane.

Some learnt a language and thought it was great,

And some napped and then napped again.

 

They later released free courses and shows,

For people to use and enjoy.

People had time to cook, read and write prose,

Make music or play with their toys.

 

As we sat in our homes, (which I would add,

Were probably neat and pristine),

We had ample time to sift through the bad

And noticed this life’s greater scheme.

 

Our hearts went out to the unfortunate,

Like couples who wished to be wed,

People already struggling with debt, or

Those who couldn’t farewell their dead.

 

We were the lucky ones in many ways;

We were given a chance to slow down.

We could learn to appreciate each day

And the blessings that’d still abound.

 

We were given a chance, one we could take;

A reminder of what was true.

We choose what we value, our life to make,

An impact on others’ lives, too.

 

And so, between videocalls, we learnt

What we valued and wished to give.

For life and grace isn’t something we’ve earnt

- It is a gift for us to live.

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I hope this may have brought you fresh encouragement. :) A reminder that while we may have lost a little, we still have so much. 

I am so keen to get out there and live my life in the most fulfilling way possible! I hope you are, too. <3

(Also, all these words are my own, so please don't re-post without my consent.)

A Poem of Comfort

Dear friends,

Things have been incredibly topsy-turvy of late, and I do apologize for being so behind in the blogosphere. I've had my fair share of quarantine, unemployment and an unknown future, too. The one beautiful thing is that we're all in this together and we WILL make it through. <3

Today I just want to share a poem I wrote back in 2016, as a means of encouragement to you. I hope it gives you peace. Stay safe, my friends. Stay hopeful. This too shall pass.

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Safe In His Arms

by Gabriella Jane A.

Whenever my heart is full

And I'm at the end of my rope,

There is but one thing that can help,

The peace God gives me - hope.

Whenever I'm terribly scared

Or very confused and unsure,

He just takes and holds me tight

And I'm afraid no more.

Though my heart be bleeding, 

And my eyes strained from tears,

God is always there to comfort

And take away my fears.

With grief and pain around me

I can only do one thing,

Let Him guard and guide me,

And to Him I will cling.

Even if life breaks me,

There is one thing I do know:

God is always there to hold me,

And He'll never let me go.